Why did I start the blog and where I am heading to?
The reason why I started the blog is because I wanted to record my journey that is approaching to the emptiness. I want to know record the path that I am taking to find my definition of success, my definition of happiness. I originally had communicated to work that I would leave in March after the audit. However, my daily life has become unbearable. I have hard time going to the office, I have hard time work in the office. I walked on the Venice beach for 5 to 10 minutes today and have decided that I have enough. I want to take the responsibility back. I want to allocate the time the way that I want it to be. I cannot let my fear of losing financial security to hold me back from growing. I am going to communicate this to my job tomorrow and we will see what will come out. Am I ok to work from home for the rest of the period. I think I can try... However, this current way that I am handling the situation is unbearable. I am ready to talk.